Broken
An object to be pitied.
You see the cracks, the wounds,
But I am so much more.
My hands though scarred and shaking,
Still serve joyfully.
My guilt and pain are evident,
My shame plain to see.
But they do not define me.
I am more than my scars.
They will heal with time.
Your love and care surround me,
Your listening ear my strongest comfort.
I need your friendship, your patience,
As I wrestle with my past.
But don't treat me like I'm broken,
I'm afraid I will not last.
I cling to hope,
A plan, a purpose.
I know I am not alone.
My life, though streaked with pain,
Is overwhelmed by grace.
I'm scarred, shaken, beaten,
But I am free.
I am me.
-R. Bryan
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." - 2 Corinthians 4:8-9.
Ruth, this is gorgeous. Deb and are writing together and just clicked over to read your entry. I write for both of us when I say that you've moved us very much. You've captured the very essence of this kind of pain without self-pity or self-indulgence. And yet, you could succumb to both and no one would blame you.
ReplyDeleteYou will always know best how much stronger you are than anyone can imagine. You are a most beautiful soul.
Thanks so much Barb (and Deb)! Just wrestling with some new stuff, and I figured some others in the blogosphere could probably relate.
ReplyDeleteMuch love to both of you guys! Have fun writing!
Ruth, This is a lovely post..I don't know your struggle but so understand the concept of being awash in darkness yet still "overwhelmed by grace"!
ReplyDeleteThanks! I like your line about being "awash in darkness." Fits with the given circumstance.
ReplyDeleteOh, Ruth. *hugs, hugs, hugs* That is so breathtakingly perfect. *sniffle* You just so told the truth.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. Utterly perfect.
Ah, Rigel, I'm so glad you read this. I thought of you as I posted it. Thanks for all the hugs, I can never get enough! -HUG!-
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